It's always been like this, the arts classes are always being abused. it's ok. fine. may be we are really lack of exercise...yar. anyway, i helped to clean the canteen area this afternoon, im a good girl:) I'm getting so used to such kind of "mistreatment" anyway, when someone in the arts class make it to the top...someday...like...Some ministers...or president kind of figures, the school might then consider taking their arts students a little bit more seriously.
well, the rumour about ian and i went on and on, like what ian had said, good things spread very fast, bad things spread even faster. well, at first it's a bit funny, but now it's really getting annoying, i can't seem to be able to talk to ian properly now, there's always someone giggling at us whenever we start talking to each other. sighz...may be im not good at explaining things, but, really, cant they see? some guys can only be friends. yar. and recently had quite a lot of chances to be together with jiayi. gets to see him everyday and he appears to be more...hmmm..."human" to me. and i think i kind of take him as a brother now. it's a bit strange, i think i still duno myself enough. yar, the feeling has changed now, and he's been doing too much childish things that sometimes i wonder if he's really the "jiayi" that i used to be so madly in love with. well, may be, people changes. or...may be last time i just duno him enough to have a fair judgement of his character? ha ha. fine, im getting happier now. and i guess jiayi is slowly falling into the "some guys can only be friends" category. the feeling is fading away, and im not sad about it, so may be it's not even real feelings at all. ha ha, think, it's juz a mad infatuation. may be i think i like him because i believed that i like him but deep inside, i dun really like him at all. ha ha. oh no, it's getting chim ha ha.
Think i shld really start studying now, yar, it's quite late. ha ha, 1+months to pass over. ha ha. im so excited. well, the choosing of the new exco appears to be quite a big challenge right now since almost everyone has diff candidates for the pres post. and, yeah, the only agreement that we've reached is the one about not letting jiayi be the president. all agreed. but now im kinda confused. cos i seriously cant find anyone better than him, not even yongkuan. yeah, he's really capable, im only worried about the fact that he might not commit, but other than that, im all for him. well, but still, i have some...yah...i'll see how, may be i'll juz follow the majority, as long as the candidate is not too bad, i'll juz follow the majority laz. and it's coming soon, ms chan asked about the "exco application" form...and i felt like giving stupid questions...ha ha...
ha ha ha ha...im happy, and i got nice photos of jiayi today!!! so happy, photos of him conducting! so rare! im so happy, now can tell mr lee i did something, ha ha, looking forward to doing my course work! ha ha ha...and thanks gangquan!!! love u!!!! ha ha ha...he's such a nice guy, he went onto the stage to help me take photos of jiayi, how brave! love him! nice junior, shall reward him with something...ha ha! cool!
