NJPS exco farewell

err... i really duno wad to say liao lor, PS is really a failure club now, the senior farewell dinner is almost like, the seniors farewell for themselves. Our current exco, only jiayi and ian and li ang were there, and well, i dropped by and left pretty soon, feeling damn cheated cos aiya, my fav senior wasnt there and i think there's no point staying on, eating dinner with a bunch of seniors whom u dun really know or dun really like. They really failed in engaging us laz. SI jie, yixian all didnt go. so wad's the point for me to go? And jiayi and liang are like, old members, older generations, so they know the seniors well enough to be able to mix with them, poor ian. sighz. well...and the whole thing turned out to be like a flop and i think, ps will continue to stay in this state. sighz sighz...nxt yr im gona be an invisible exco, im not gona get involved in such a failure cca. well..i've tried, but it proved itself to be beyond hope. And...sighz...i really dun find anymore meanings staying in ps, maybe cos got si jie? well, and jiayi, but this guy, too profound to be considered as my friend. i'm always intimidated by his...actions...words, not that he purposely go and threaten me, but juz that, he's always very...unpredictable and deep...sighz...well...i've only seen him pissed for once, and that once is enough for me...until now i still feel like crying...when i thought of wad he said...sighz..well..never mind, life has to go on, juz one less friend...aiya...but a bit "she bu de" cos he's really a nice person when he's not angry...ha ha ha, very helpful guy, but never mind, i still got karen and si jie...:P