Sunday, October 01, 2006

I love u too lydia!

got the questions from lydia's blog...mmmm..interesting, shall attempt answering them myself, since im so bored, i cant continue my revision ever since i finished math exam, it tells me that no matter how much u study, u'll still fail, and for lit, hist and art, practically you count on ur luck on whether u'll score, cos if u get the question u got a lot to write, u r safe, if not, gone case for u, i was lucky for Common test for math but unlucky for lit, this time, i duno, perhaps...unlucky for both???and im giving up on art, no more passion...sian...it's not something that i wana see...but realli, no more passion...

yeah..by the way..i love you too my lydia!!! thanks for all the encouragement...thanks....i think i will survive this...even if im hurt i will survive...and i dun think he will ever hurt me delibrately...he a good guy...i think only i will hurt myself...do u think he ever even considers me important in his life??sigh...i duno...

1) Single, taken or crushing?
crushing i guess...sigh...
2) Are you happy with your life now?
yeah, i have great friends in both cca and class and school, tchers are generally nice, studies up till now ok, aft promos duno, sph also got lots of friends...just the "him" thing is torturing me, but i guess im both suffering and enjoying at the same time...haha
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
pretty fast, i think so...erm...wait...still need to observe for a while first...cos u wont know if he's the right one or not what...
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
no, not yet, i hope never will...
5) Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO, NEVER, UNFORGIVABLE!
6) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
LET HIM DREAM ON, NO, NEVER, THAT'S MY BOTTOM LINE, OVER MY DEAD BODY, I HATE BEING CHEATED, I WILL BE HONEST TO HIM SO SHLD HE.
7) Have you talk about marriage with another before?
erm...wedding i think...marriage...maybe got before...but cant really remember
8) Do you want children?
erm...depends...right now no....
9) How many?
at most 1
10) Would you consider adoption?
NO
11) If someone likes you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
tell me straight, or write a letter...
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
ok la
13) Be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
...kiss
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
NO
15) Are you romantic?
i guess the answer is yes...but sometimes im not
16) Do you believe you can change someone?
i duno, i think i do have a very strong character, im the domineering type, so most probably i will change someone without me realising it...
17) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
France...Paris...outside Louvre...or may be at some palce where there's lots of green grass...lake...flowers...butterflies...and only the two of us...haha
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
i never give up easily in doing anything
19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
YES! STRONG FEELING..but he has no feelings for me i guess...sigh
21) Have you ever broken a heart?
yes.
22) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
i duno, that's horrible...but i guess it will never happen, my best friends and i never like the same thing before, we usually are very different kind of people, and...yeah...but i guess im not the type who will give up the one i love. but, it depends on HIS opinion, if they love each other, then of course i will wish them happiness, but if he loves, then it's another story altogether...
23) Are you missing someone now?
YES, i miss him terribly! and i miss mr low, the 2005 artyfarty ppl,and my grandma...but the most intense feeling is dedicated to HIM, and HIM only!
sigh................life..............dilemma.........