So it's another monday, monday blues?

Early in the morning, missed my bus, forgot to bring my history book. But luckily, reached school on time and realised that my supervisor is on MC. Well, that's how I got my full day relief job, Mr Lee gave Mrs Choo's entire timetable to me, so I'm supposed to teach SS, Hist and even Geog and English. OOps, not teach but relief, yeah, hope that the students are gona be nice to me later.

Had Sushi in the morning, was surprised at my own changes, just barely a year ealier i was still resisting all kinds of jap food.

Back from having 6 periods of classes now. Exhausted, yes, and i wasnt even teaching. sigh, never knew that teaching can be so hard. well,4/1 was a good class, a bit noisy but they will do their works. but 4B was juz a group of monkeys, some of them are older than me, and they wont listen to anyone..no one..no way..they gang up with 4A and loitered btween these 2 classes...sigh, then mr teo came and he caned one of the boys...wow...it's the first time i see a caning case!

then..followed by 4/3..english lesson, sighsighsigh...im juz so tired...

总觉得有些人或者事物就在你眼前流过 而你却捕捉不到他们 这是为什么呢? 是上天对你开的玩笑 亦或是神对你的考验? 我不知道,也不想知道.或许我们早已习惯了这种流逝而已经忘记去问为什么了吧....为什么有那么多值得珍惜的东西从我们眼前流过呢? 是因为我们不够努力还是我们根本就没有努力而只是想一想就放弃了呢?也许二者都有吧.

在这世上唯一不需要努力就能获得的东西就是年龄了..所以凡事都要努力去尝试一下吧 那样才不会给自己留个遗憾啊..但凡是都要量力而行啊(这句话不是在抽自己嘴吧吗,算了 反正也是胡写呢),要是差距太大了就不要勉强自己了啊.

所谓放弃该放弃的是一种成长,放弃不该放弃的是一种无奈,不放弃该放弃的是一种无知,而不放弃不该放弃的是一种执着.总之抓住你身边能够抓住的人或事物,放弃该放弃的东西..知道你自己内心真正想要的东西是什么,那才是你的最有解(我的最优有在何处呢..)