Saturday, February 10, 2007

JC2, my life....

well, it's been 2 months since im back from china, time really flies, with juz a blink of eyes and 2months of my J2 life are gone. Life in J2 is really hard, very busy, may be that's the reason why i didn't notice that time is passing. Everyday i have mountains and mountains od hw piling up. After Ms Su left, the new tcher seemed to be the kind of tcher who's very on. and so, as a result, with a hardworking tcher, u have to be 2 times more hardworking as a student. So from like having 1 assignment in every 5 months we changed to having assignments or hw for SEA hist almost every single tutorial. But luckily, international hist remained in the same pacing. and now i have 3 hrs of make up lesson for SEA every wed, i was so shocked to realise that ms Su left out on entire whole topic last yr without me realising it, she juz jumped from rise of nationalism to experimenting with parliamentry democracy. So now i know, she forgot about decolonization. fine.

and math, changed to Mr Tsung as tutorial tcher, i dont understand why the whole world is saying that he is a superb tcher. He speaks in such a monotone voice that never fails to bring me to my dreams. And, i also know that this is my yr2, so no matter how tired i am, i tried to stay awake and now, comes the catalyst, mr tsung's voice. I duno why i just have this idea that he doesnt really give a damn abt the h1 ppl. and the ms lim, a very fierce young lady, i dun like her as a person, proud, vain, but i have to admit i prefer her to mr tsung cos at least she makes me do stuff during her lect, i can proudly say that i've never wasted a single lect since the beginning of this yr.

and art, mr lee is my tutor, it's all planned out well i guess, no other tcher would be able to handle me, according to mr lee. anyway, it's pleasant to have him as my course work tcher, i couldnt imagine anyone else being my tutor, i would juz die if i get ms lu. well, mr lee is really able to make me think, and all he ever did with me for the past month is to chat with me and get to know me, he said he's very scared of me and i probably is his most challenging student since he started teaching, i duno why, but nvm, let's just see how things will turn out, will it be a disaster or a great success? either way....

and lit, still, my weakest subj, got a C during promo...ms chua...heard she's secretly evil, well, have to observer her longer to see if she's safe to get close. mr whitby became more and more temperamental, emotional, agitated, worked up, frustrated.....he shouts much more often recently, guess he just cant stand us being so superbly quiet, well, we cant help it, it's scary talking in front of him, he's juz too knowledegeable, like a dictionary. Mr Dio...funny guy, but i think too slack... i really have no idea how i am gona survive the 6hrs exam for lit, shld go and drown myself instead.

and...H3, really an eye opening experience for me, the lecturer, Dr Carls is really humorous, a cool british guy. but the course itself is really boring, geopolitics, often i've been questioning myself if i had chose the right course, cos it seemed very geog. well, since i've alr. taken it, juz hope i can get the best out of it ba. im both scared and excited.

well, life juz gets more and more busy, i've been sleeping for only averagely 4hrs per day cos i stress myself to finish all the hw which can be said as an impossible task. and, having achieved a result of BBBCC in promos, i cant let myself down for this coming march common test, i cant tolerate seeing a deproved grade, im not prepared for that, not at all, but i know im not much better than others and i've wasted my dec holi at hw being sick....so...i need to mug mug mug mug mug and mug! sigh...may be if i jump into a river, i might have some of the heat lifted from my shoulder. I cried that day, in sch, while doing my hist essay outline, i guess im juz too stressed, i felt like vomitting all the time...not that i've done anything with any guy, i juz felt im always at the boiling point, and it's soooooooooooooooo fine, stop complaining, go mug le.