Sigh, it's e first april fool this year...there's only one april fool right? nvm. im really sad, i appear like a fool. really. in the morning i rushed to pasir ris, to go for the greenlink nature guiding thing, on the bus karen called, when im like 15min away from that damn place i got to know i atually dun really need to go for the bloody thing! okay, nvm, i told karen to wait for me, so she did, and i tot so for the first time karen can wait for me for once. then when i reached karen smsed and ask me to sms her if i reached, then she come find me. so, once again i ended up waiting for her. then another sms came, it says: i was walking walking in the mall then i suddenly got stomachache, give me 3min k?
...got nothing to say, 人有三急,muz forgive her, but her 3 min really quite long...
then went to white sand mall, karen played the stupid April fool game on me. she told me that mr lee was there. made me nervous for nothing. and that's the starting of my horrible day. it started as a mistake.
we went popular later, and then i decided to play this april fool game on mr low, so i smsed sth like: i love u mr low, i love u! wad's the date today? hahaha.
and i pressed contact, then m, then i juz duno why
it
went
to
mr
lee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after i send i saw this" message sent to mr lee pheng guan"
i...did sth that made the guy in front of me turn his head and stared at me as if im a runaway from the institute of mental health.
i cant believe i did this
really.
sigh, i duno la
i think i really like mr lee, if not it wont matter so much. but then later i got so duno how to describe my feeling, anyway, i smsed mr low, but really, talking or smsing with him will undoubtedly reduce my lifespan by more than half. he cant talk sense!
well...muz be curious why i came to pasir ris for nature guiding but ended up walking in whitesand mall, i decided not to go, and karen agreed, simple as that. mangrove is not my thing anyway.
then we went lib. didnt know there is an lib. nvm, it stinks, and i duno why i followed karen and went to look at the booklet of "the art of dating"! shit, gone mad. muz be. and she found this very heavy art bk, abt singaporean artists. then duno why we started finding mr low's name in it, although we both think he shouldn't appear there. we keep finding...then cant find. i also duno why i asked karen"do u think mr low got ever win the UOB painting thing b4 ?" then she replied"should be, i tot he said he won loads of art competitions, since he was primary 6...blablabla"..i dun quite rmb liao, we start to salute him aft that, or at least me.
We ate at delifrance, gossip like mad, karen and i are really quite 3 8 sometimes. sigh...y r we like that? we talked abt mr lee, ms lu and mr fatty egoistical low. i think ms lu and mr lee have an affair, they r so...duno how to describe. and both are not that enthu abt teaching art, one is so not concerned the other is so cold. and we discussed and discussed( cos really got nothing better to do) and got to a conclusion that mr low is still the best teacher we've ever seen. very dedicated in teaching, endangered animal.
karen told me she suddenly see this image of mr low with the angel's holy ring on top of his head
then we both blurted out"holy mr low!!"
seriously, consider this 1 over yrs, i really cant thank him enough, for everything,everything he did for me and 05 art class. if it weren't for him, i wouldn't be taking art in jc, and i would have probably dropped out of art last yr july. cant really say how much i am grateful to him, it cant be measured. and i couldnt convey my gratefulness to him properly either, cos whenever i c him i feel like...duno...he juz got a 欠扁face. sigh...i duno why like that, nj's tchers really cant compare to him, art to me was like heaven last yr, even during my depression period, that time although i cry a lot, i still look forward to every thurs. i always go in smiling came out crying but the nxt lesson i still go in smiling...the power of a tcher, if not for him, my L1R5 will be like shit, w/o art then how? i duno if i told anyone, wadever rubbish i said last yr, things like: i hate art, i hate mr low, i wana quit art...etc, they r all not gg to be true this yr. i feel that art has become the centre of my life, and im seriously thiinking of giving up on international affairs and do art in uni. i really love it, eventhough im not really good at it, feel that my art is neither here nor there, not very good in video, or photo or graphic or manga or charcoal or pastel or acrylic or oil or pencil or figure or anything. and im not even creative! but nvm, i love it. and i'll continue. Now i can say this very confidently, with full of pride--"I love art and i will always love it! And i'll contibue with it no matter how hard or boring it becomes!"
Thank u mr low, really cant thank u enough, i know it's a bit too late, i graduated like 4 months liao. but thank u thanku thanku! u r the best teacher in my heart! thank u thank u for inspiring me and make me go ur office and talk to u last yr...i never regreted my decision to continue, u r the one who opened the door for me! sorry to create so much trouble for u. thank u~!!!!
