Sunday's outing was a disappointment. I was really not very happy. SJ and YX's absence made the whole outing thing almost a meaningless thing. Lucky, Ian and JY were there. I admit I am a loser. fine.

The day started out with bad signs. First, I was on the way to collect JY's presents from cuiying, i realised that I was going to be late. So I smsed cuiying, and her reply was "SILLY MOMO, I WILL FEED THE PRESENTS TO THE NEXT STRAY CAT I SEE AT THE MRT" okay...so by common sense, i rushed, i'm usually not the type who'll be late. So in the rush, I left the other part of the presents in the train. how clever. And I had to report to the control station master who studied me for such a long while and questioned me the colour of the seats and the contents and everything that made me doubt if I was being suspected as a potential terrorist. Well, you don't see such nice, pretty and capable terrorists these days uncle! Whatever, but I still have to thank him, afterall, I found it.

But by the time I reached Vivocity, it was well past 1130am. I am sorry to the whole entire wide world that I was late. okay, fine.

we had lunch, i played a little trick on jy, bluffing him that the presents are just the card and the keychain. he looked a little disappointed, or was i just exaggerating? anyway, later when i gave him the pencil case, he seems to like it. that's more than enough, at least my efforts were not wasted, it took me a long time to find a black one, and i stuggled to make a decision, cos there're quite a few funny ones. Hope jy likes the presents, it's gona be the last bday present from me...and probably the rest? i wonder how many of them will bother to rmb his bday in future.sighz.

gave him the card, i duno how he felt abt it. i've done my bit. I tried my best, i duno if he likes the way i did it but still, that's all i could do. I wont want to leave singapore seeing him and cheryl like that. it's always good to have more friends, it's stupid to lose a friend simply because of misunderstandings. I know jy got along well with cheryl last time and their characters seem to compliment each other, so why not be friends again? nothing's more important than finding back what was lost if you still have the chance. and i lost something, or rather, someone, on 6th april.

So we rode bikes, in rounds, under the hot sun. Then, I got lost for like 3 minute, and I knocked into an extremely fat and dark and ugly man. and then jy and ian did not want to play anything. and then they did not want to watch movie. By the time we reached coffee bean, I was fuming mad at both of them. But by now, I have learnt to suppress my anger. It's not worth it.

If this is going to be my last time seeing jy, i have to say that it did not end that well. But I am happy enough, to celebrate his bday one last time. And, I rmb that i told him I owe him a meal, and if he passes his napfa, i will treat him another meal. that add up to 2. I guess, I will ask si jie to treat him on my behalf. I never want to see him again. but still, good luck to jy for his coming napfa.


today was a little overwhelming, I was initially pissed with the relief periods when later I found out that, I passed my IE spore's first round of interview and I am invited for the second round, it compensated what was bad ealier on.

2/3 was really horrible, so many people passed up blank w/s and 4c's just the same. but the most ridiculous one was 1d. two gals from 2b actualy came to 1d and 'helped me discipline the class' the their voice were noisier, more destructive then the whole of 1d. only later did i find out that he's the "gang leader"'s sister. Anyway, in view of my own safety and not wanting to die at a young age, i decided to just take down their names quietly and not to disturb them in case they decide to chop me up. yeah. sighz, life being a relief teacher isnt very easy. haha, but, i am happier recently, because, I no longer cared. I will only concentrate on those who really want to learn, like those girls in 1d. some students, are really hopeless and all i could do is to prevent them from disturbing those who wana learn.