sighz...normally i dun believe in this kind of thing but now...im really very very very very very suay.
Got back PW result...i got a C! can you believe it! a C! all that hardwork and all those tears and all i get is a C! well...i saw my class people crying, apparently my whole class didnt do well as there's only 2 As and the rest are all Bs and Cs. My whole entire group got C...ha ha ha ha...and wonder why am i not crying? guess i've really grown up, i've finally come to realise the futility of crying...tears sometimes can relieve you from sadness, but they do not solve the problem and get you into any better situations.
Another reason why i didnt really feel very hurt was that i know i've done my best, i did the video, i did the powerpoint. it is the grp work part that pulled me down, i had very good comments for my individual part...so....my grp has 4 ppl, 1 is considering of going overseas sometime soon and the other is already overseas since this Jan. So...they did not put in effort in PW at all, so we were like, operating on a 2 persons basis...
Well...but somehow...i really do feel sad...very very very sad...it's really unfair! somewhere deep in my heart is screaming out this. It's really unfair! sighz...but...im no longer that naive, the world is never fair, is it??
well...and i juz received my NUS H3 result, a B. well, not bad but definitely not good enough. sighz...im really really not good enough. sometimes i really do feel im just a piece of shit!
