Okay...Photog camp started on friday, after weeks of planning and all those quarellings and everything...finally the day has came...i spent sooooo much time doing the darkrm booklet laz!
sighz...anyway...this camp is really damn..'exciting'! okay, when it first started jiayi and i went to carry the food. and that bloody fatty made me carry the food all the way back to njc, we walked on 2 legs! walao! but...aiya...cant really blame him laz...cos he's the one taking most of the food...well...the captain's ball...i didnt join in though i used to be damn good at it...i felt it's childish but the members enjoyed it, most of them were damn high...ha ha...and the dinner was ok...the night game...the card thingy made me ran like crazy and jiayi successfully tapped on me and i have to surrender my card...he's a fat cunning little boy!
and the worst time was during the exco guys entertainment session when they were made to play the "truth or dare" thingy...then jiayi...that stupid yongkuan went to ask if jiayi is ever interested in wangmo or not...or...something like if jiayi likes wang mo, i almost fainted the moment i heard that la, and then after that...the rest of them esp ben never missed a chance to tease me laz...and poke fun at me about jiayi! i think by now he really muz have known already lor. anyway, he said that no one in ps seems attractive to him, and no one has to the potential to attract him. well...duno...but i guess...my kind of feeling for him is really less of that "girl guy thingy"...it's more like a "sis to younger bro" thingy...guess...maybe i have to review my true feelings for him again, and examine if it is real love...
well...and that ben! he's really good at snapping nice shots of people who are not very alert like ian and i. sighz....and this shot, is damn misleading, si jie said that may be i dun really like jiayi, may be the one i have feeling for is ian, and jiayi's case is just like, i perceived jiayi as the very guy that i like and ever since then, subsequently, i will juz shut up on other choices and juz like jiayi cos i thought i like jiayi so i shld like him...but actually from my actions and movements or whatever rubbish, it can be seen that ian and i have this natural ...erm...forgot what exactly she said but something like that la. well, i must admit that i tend to have a much better impression of ian now, but i dun think i have any special feelings for him yet and certainly he dun have any feelings towards me either, we are just really good friends...hope life juz dun complicate things even further
and si jie did the card thingy for me and the result was freaking scary, the first one i tried on jiayi and then the result was that he dun have any gal in his heart now, but im still not his tip few priotities cos he puts other things as priorities and then when i tried on my ex-boyfriend..whom i still felt a bit of regret for initiating the break...cos i fell in love with another stupid guy...that result was freaking scary...cos...it showed that im right there on the top of his priority list...and yeah...nothings else btw us...sighz...i duno wad to say and she tried on ian and i...but that one was for fun laz, cos really nothing btw him and i mahz...but the result seemed rather positive too...more positive than jiayi's one...ha ha...actually i dun believe in such things de...but it's juz fun and funny...ha ha...wad a camp!
