Saturday, April 07, 2007

I've never felt so tired before...

this is a really busy week, i've been rushing out my NUS Geopolitics H3 module's Grp work and individual assignment together. How tough. now then i understand but it's a bit late. Im so super drained. These two assignments will add up to 50% of my H3 grade. How unfortunate, i have the habit of leaving everything to the last. and things just seem to pop up all the time, i dun seem to have a single day that im totally free of any assignments of cca thingys. Im juz busy.

I'm wondering why am i giving myself so much pressure, why am i taking the 2nd H3? it's really tough. and besides, juz heard from ms chan, my H3 art wrote out of point and so i did badly for it. Expected huh? ha ha, yeah, i would have said that to my friends, but deep inside, im expecting better results. well, i always appear to be indifferent to some of the things that i really take seriously.

Went for the photo outing yesterday, guess yesterday wasnt really a "good friday" for me, we celebrated his birthday, i gave him my present, i gave him my card and that's it. what saddens me was he din seem to have taken my card seriously, maybe im just being too sensitive....nah...it was a horrible day....no wonder people say the higher the expectations...the bigger the disappointment..,.sighz...