Someone emailed me this....no doubt he is angry, but what he wrote here, are mostly facts, he simply wrote what he wanted to say but did not say for one whole yr, in a very frank way. I dun rmb anyone in my entire 19 yrs of life ever scolded me like this, but i really do thank him, it made me realised how wrong i was in the past, i am not sure if i am capable of changing in future, but, at least it made want to try, so for this i really thank him. I am sincerely grateful, i hope, the damage that i've done to him is temporary and in future he wont get to know people like me, and i hope, he could erase his entire memory of knowing a person called wang mo, hope, we both can start afresh, as strangers, and like parallel lines, will never again intersect and know each other again. Many things, there's no turning back, and no second choice, i have known him, and i have gave him this impression of me, no matter whether i will change in future, i dun want him to rmb and know me again, and i dun beg him to change his perception of me, i just hope, if he can forget about knowing me before, it can reduce a bit of the negative impact and negative memories. I know i have been a failure and if i do not change i probably will continue to fail. But anyway, thanks for scolding senses out of me, I wish him good luck and a great future.
And lastly...
I AM SORRY....
Haha... Please don't try to run away from facts that you are unreasonable, don't pretend as if you only give me comments and suggestions. You know yourself very well that you are an aggressor, worse than anything that i've ever known. Don't try to make a sophistry cos everyone knows that. Think again before you say.
All this time attacking people, threatening the exco to withdraw yourself for repeated times. Did not that force us to tolerate you again and again and eventually force us to give in to your demands? It may be indirect but still it produced the same effect. You are just proving yourself to be an incompetent exco member who cant face challenges. I, on the contrary, though have lots of limitations and incapabilities, am proud of myself to be able to make it through til the end, given the greatest challenge i've ever had in the exco, YOU. Yes, i am proud of myself cos when i face a challenge i tackle it head-on, instead of reducing myself to an infantile state crying like a baby like what some people do.
Don't bother to reply to me if it wastes your time, cos you are wasting my bloody time also. Studying is not the most important thing in my life. Not hating and not to be hated is. but if i were allowed to make a single exception, you'll probably know the answer.
The bottomline is you are just ______________.
Oh, what was I thinking? I'm so sorry darling. But you just disturbed me from sleeping
