Tuesday, July 24, 2007

A really lousy day......-_-''''

well, the day started in a bad way, i woke late in the morning and was late for school. The problem is, i actually did wake up on time, like...6.05am, but then somehow, some unknown forces made me fell asleep again and by the nxt time that i woke up, it is already 720am. So, i kind of forsee myself being late and strolling slowly to the school. And as i've expected, Mr Dong stood there waiting, ok, so what. He seemed angry, scolding someone, but he knows me, cos we always joke together, and when i walk pass me, he said, "so you are late also because the bus breakdown? i knew it la, cos you are too fat right? wahahahaha..." the resonance of his voice kind of...err...well, anyway, if sounds funny but it isnt funny to me at that point of time.

Then, i went to the artrm, took my pe shirt and went to the canteen, and on my way there, i was kind of dazed, so many people waved at me and i din see them, as in, i hear a lot of people calling my name, but i only notice them when they appeared right in front of me. Wahhh...am i getting old? i think im pissed with myself...errr...

Well, got back my GP, not that bad, i didn't fail! So got a D. And History remained a C...no surprises, if i am not wrong, my CT result this time is BBBCDE. yeah, walau eh. sigh. never mind. Anyway, i attended this UK/US university talk by a guy named Kevin Sim, heard that he is quite famous and influencial and useful, and he's really a cool guy. After hearing him talk, i realised that there's really a whole ton of things to prepare for US uni application, and SAT need at least 2100, (considering i am only taking it on 6th Oct, i think im really screwed) sighz...i think i should change my target to like, Canada or Australia instead. May be Torento?hmmm....

aiya...then comes the stupid PS thing, i duno, i kind of juz pop in during their session.Then some of them gave me the "why are you still here" kind of look, fine, whatever...im here simply because jiayi asks me to come. what the hell. fine then. they are really quite screwed la, i saw jiayi trying to fix the huge tokina zoom lens today, and later it was declared "dead", see lah, they took over only a few days and now the prescious lens is spoilt. 0_-''''

i think the new vice pres hate me, but i've no choice, i did not target him and too bad that he always irritate my junior, as in, i duno, everytime when cheryl tell me that he irritates her i kind of get a bit pissed, then when he tries to get power from jiayi and not respect him, i also get quite angry. As in, perceptions really do change quite fast, not long ago like in May, i was still thinking that he's quite a nice person. anyway, today in darkroom, he was playing with the thing to pluck out the film tool...then im like...you cant play with this as it is already going to be spoilt and we only have one this thing, and he gave me this very very weird look. really, i bet he's cursing me laz, but i dun care la. and...wad the hell, now i relaly understand why cheryl dun want to see him, i also duno, im so pissed with the juniors, when i was taking the photos of jiayi for my course work, then they dare to send down the juniors to take back cam from me cos they need to upload photos, cant they just wait for me to take finish and then i can help them upload la. walau eh...my course work is impt lor. sigh...the juniors...never mind...think i should just refrain myself from going into darkroom in future. wad the hell.

sigh...