Watching Waiting
Feels like I've been waiting for days
and I have
just to catch a glimpse of your face
is that sad?
And every engine that I hear on the side of the road
sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
checking on my phone
waiting, watching, hoping for you to show
for you to show
Wondering should I go
and search for you?
racing through your words for some clues
Did you give up on me since the last time we spoke?
all my senses say it's crazy but still I know
in the back of my mind there's still this hope
you wouldn't walk out on me like I did to you long ago
will you show
I don't know
will you show?
And the clock on the wall is messing with my head
Drifting way ahead, and back again
So Ill stay and let the afternoon slip away
Pacing round this floor
half insane
'Till I get some resolution I'm so obsessed
I can't sleep and I can't rest
But there's still something I must confess
When it comes to you baby,
I'm a mess, Im a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
And every engine that I hear outside on the road
sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
checking out my phone
Waiting, Watching, Hoping for you to show
will you show
I don't know
will you show?
a nice song....got to know it from a...friend's photoblog, she was once very close to me. err...i like the lyrics...
after so long did we just realised that we havent understood each other well enough? I have few close friends because of the fact that i dun like having friends...cos...it's too painful for me when i lose them...when you dont have something, you wont feel the sense of loss when it is taken away from you...sigh...
i said "And I think. It's seriously a misunderstanding that I took you as friend, I think we all do not understand each other well enough"
and she replied, "Yeah I agree. Really sorry for not being understanding. But likewise, you probably don't understand me well enough either."and then, i felt, that's it. Ended. just like this...
this is life isnt it? think i will encouter many otehr similar incidents like this, i should learn from now, not to invest too much emotions in friendship.
but, it is the only thing that's pure, the only thing that you cant use business law to measure the amount of investment and the amount of profits...keep it clean...
