《忘尽心中情》

“披散头发独自行
得失唯我事
昨天种种梦
难望再有诗
就与他永久別离
未去想那非和是……”

The thing btw shen jiayi and i is that, we are very different. We think differently, therefore, for most of the times, we both think that we are tolerating the other one. I always seem to be the one at fault, being unreasonable, and somehow, he can always just ignore me, let me hang on there whenever he thinks that i am not being reasonable. that's how he tries to avoid any direct conflict with me. and all the time, i will be the one who either apologise afterwards or talk to him first. it always work this way, that was how our friendship continued till this day. but i guess, it might not work this time. i am tired of this style. we are now officially...the ex-friends

life is just so weird, just as i thought i could...peservere and..well. sigh. met si jie on sat, we had a nice chat, and the topic went back to the same old problem...well..it seems that we cant avoid talking abt ps of jy. haha...and thanks si jie, for holding the same view about him throughout, you know what it means? it means that all along, i was wrong about who he is, you are the one who is right. he hates me.

I marked this NA class's SS, wow, i think i am a strick marker, i failed them, really badly, but i really did try to award them marks as long as they touch on the topic...but some answers are just too....FAR..........

bought ticket back to beijing, will be gone really soon, i will miss singapore.....i think.

I miss nj, no i don't.

the same old qestion....to be or not to be. the lousiest question i've ever heard.