Early in the morning, while i was reading newspaper...I saw jiayi's face on one of the photos. So it's abt nj's gonna extend the 4 yr through train programme to 6 yrs, I dun think it's a gd idea, but nonetheless, it's gd thing for virginia cheng as it makes nj different again, prestigious and news catching. but the focus is, jy is there, though i cant see his face, the idiot was looking at the floor when the pic was taken, duno what that bright brain was thinking, probably showing that he's no longer losing hair? sighz...idiots are always idiots. Ian emailed and say jy wont be gg for the outing, duno if he's really busy or he just want to avoid, since i told him he shld not appear for any of the ps outing anymore, but in any case it will be good for both of us. I thought I got over him but i'm wrong, ysd when karen smsed adn said she saw him on news, i was really thrilled and i never thought i actually miss seeing him so much. But, over is over, i should continue to be like this, persevere. everything has an end. Shan yan told me that i no longer love him anymore, im behaving like this only because it has developed into a habit. it's habitual..and im like..I DUN WANT, IT'S WORSE imagine..no...i cant even imagine about having this kind of lousy habits...-_-''' sighz
jy on newspaper
what a good way of appearing on newspaper..but...surprisingly, cant see that he's losing hair.
本以为已经放下了，本以为已不再眷恋。。怎知好不容易伪装起来的坚强竟是如此的脆弱。。。
听到他的名字，心，还是会悸动。。
听到他的消息，心，还是会激动。。
报纸中，照片上的他还是那么地从容。这就是他，一个永远不会被心牵着走的理性的人。。
不了解他，真的，很差劲吧？以前总是自以为是他的知心好友，如今才发现这一切都是假象。他，一如既往的深沉着，我，也在一如既往地痴醉着，什么时候，才能到岸？
也许有一天，我会放下对他的情感，收拾自己的伤痛，充实自己的信心，带上无比的勇气，再次在感情的探险中跋涉。。寻找属于自己的幸福，也许有一天，我也会成为别人眼中的最爱，也许。。。
也许我一辈子也放不下，
一辈子的枷锁。
