i am never a popular person, i am always a wierd person, a weird person who draws attention from others, both positive and negative attention. To my dismay, negative ones seem to triumph against the positive ones, thus came the name of infamous mo. I never thought i did anything enough to deserve such. sigh, guess it's time to change? i think i wana change now.
my resolution:
1) Do not be the first person to speak up in a group
2) Do not speak too much
3) Try to be more sensitive and alert, avoid all dangerous locations.
4) Avoid whoever who has anything against me, better, if i can go and try to apologise to them (for sth that i never thot i did wrongly) then start sucking up to them.
5) DO not laugh aloud at any public place
6) DO not give out genuine opinin, feelings
7) hide my emotions, ideas, keep them to myself and my photoblog/blog
8) Be less efficient so there will be lesser work to do.
9) be more superficial, probably...just be as superficial as i can, do my best
10) Say whatever people want to hear, not whatever that's right.
yes, guess with these 10 things being achieved, i will probably be very successful in life. But somehow, i felt that it's almost impossible for me as...if i really do all these, it wont be me anymore, but nonetheless, it helps, at least i wont make so many people be pissed with me right? yes, try out first.
and........................read Tuesdays with Morrie...there's one para that inspires me a lot...
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth...."
