oh...by the way...i am super unproductive today...i did nothing much except printing out the photos taken yesterday and doing some experiments on image transfer. It's very very confusing now, i keep telling myself that it's ok, it's ok, it's ok, i can do it, i can finish it, but somehow...a voice at the back of my head is telling me the opposite. I duno...my course work now seems to have geered too much towards him...instead of the theme of "secret" i need to do something...but do what???
and mr lee, he wanted me to show him what i've done so far, so i laid out everything on 2 big tables...then he told me he go and take some paper for wen shu and then will come back to attend me. And the result is, HE NEVER CAME BACK...typical of mr lee...dun think he did it on purpose, he probably forgot about it again...aiyo..sigh...but i also dun really know what to say to him if he did came back...sighz...
and...cheryl says that actually...jiayi is ok with me...except sometimes he thinks that i went overboard...other than that he pretty much enjoys my company....and this morning when i chat with ms chan...i told her that even when im running after him all the time like a stupid cat...he also dun care, then say said something like she thought that it is him who's always loitering around where i reside...and she said like he seems to enjoy me being by his side...no lor...she's imagining things lor...she's making fun of me again...but why am i feeling so happy? he's juz tolerating me and yet i refuse to believe it and im going further and further...testing his patience day by day...ha ha...im so stupid....
