Wednesday, August 29, 2007

tears meant nothing at this point of time. final breakdown.

sometimes, even when one has a clear mind of what to do, what to be achieved, what to be planned ahead, they will still end up not being able to complete task planned.

It is what happened to me today.

I planned to do at least 4 final prints by today, and i ended up doing nothing but crying. Silly siah? i actually ponned the whole day, the whole day, to do art and because of the inefficiency of the art teachers i ended up doing nothing today. Holy shit, then i was at one point so angry with mr lee that i dashed down the stairs like a ghost and heard from xinni that i freaked out jianhao, well, sorry then but...not my fault...i was really really super depressed. anyway...then i went into darkrm to take my file, still with the "hell pissed" face, and then all of them were shocked to see me, and ms chan actually asked" what's wrong wang mo?" (think they were having exco meeting), i totally ignored her. i was realli pissed.

ms lu is simply very biased and self centered, she's the ultimate kind, everyday rushes off to do her own things, not committed to be tcher at all,yeah, she's here only because she has to serve her 6 yrs bond.

ms chan is much nicer, more caring, but sometimes, she thinks to simply, she thinks that i cried because i was stressed. NO! i cried because i felt that it is unfair!

mr lee is juz a fat guy who can be rather funny at times but altogether a big lazy ass who's hard to catch and hard to argue with and hard to deal with and hard to work with and...gosh...im gona cry again...

and hate shen jiayi...he juz walked past like nothing's happened while i was crying like hell juz now.