Sunday, February 12, 2006

O-levels

today is 11/2/06, just one day after i got back my o-level results. wellyes, yesterday is the day, most impt day in my life so far. I was very nervous in the morning and karen is thesame but we managed to control ourselves. but later we decided to go back to dhs later than xinni them becausewe do not want to know abt our results too early. Then we went to marine parade library first, but on the way mr low smsed karen to congradulate her. I t made me very sad because i tot i scored badly. Then i started crying,when we reach school, i saw xinying, tiff and carol, long time no see friends! and i started to feel better, but the result came out it was a total disappointment for me, well, it is gd enough to keep me in njc, but it is just bad compared to others and karen got 9 A1s! i'm so sad that i did not get my a1 for elit, as in, i put in so much efforts la, and to my surprise i scored b3 for physic and amath, but im still sad so i cried and cried and cried until mr sng and mr low came and mr sng was like saying:"aiyo aiyo, what happend to her?" then mr low was like replying:" she's like that one la, " then i got angry then i beat, or hitted mr low, so hard that i can hear the "bang bang bang" sound! i didnt realise what i was doing until now, my gosh, i hitted a vice-principal!any way, all the teachers were damn worried for me, im like suicidal during that time, mrs vora was like...hahahanvm...anyway, i got a2 for el, a1 for hcl, a2 for emath, b3 for amath, b3 for physic, b4 for chem, b3 for elit, a1 for combined humans, a1 for art, a1 for cl. so L1R5 is 10, worse than my prelim by 1 point. im just sad, sad sad! i keep crying and crying la, until people like mrs vora got so worried for me. anyway, mr low was very bad that day, he said:"when i saw wang mo's results this morning i knew she'll be like this, i already havethe image in my mind, and then just now it's just like a replay like that" i was fuming mad, and when i calm down myself, i started to think, actually to me right, the only subject that is sad for me is only elit, i actuallydid quite well for my other humans and maths and sciences! i mean amath is like from f9 to b3, then physics is like from c6 to b3, quite well done already. for me la, but i still very sad, and i realised that this time for o-level i didn't strategise well, cos last time i got these 9s and 6s, but i got more a1, but i moved my energy to somewhere else , well that is the cause of it...fine...nvm, i'll work hard for my a-level.