i hate rumours, and i hate people who search for random blogs. i hate people who see other's blog and dun tag. i hate random visitors and i hate the feeling of being spied upon and so im gona close down this blog. bloody, and yeah karen, my english sucks. but come on, it's juz a blog and it's not even meant for others to see!!!! it's only for myself la. bloody winston, who asked him to link me??? well, still, though my english sucks, im in the top 30% for GP, and never dropped out of top 37% and so hey, im not that bad.
ta ma de! think im really pissed.
human right!!! privacy!!! wad ta ma de!
Monday, May 07, 2007
Sunday, May 06, 2007
College Day 2007
It's always been like this, the arts classes are always being abused. it's ok. fine. may be we are really lack of exercise...yar. anyway, i helped to clean the canteen area this afternoon, im a good girl:) I'm getting so used to such kind of "mistreatment" anyway, when someone in the arts class make it to the top...someday...like...Some ministers...or president kind of figures, the school might then consider taking their arts students a little bit more seriously.
well, the rumour about ian and i went on and on, like what ian had said, good things spread very fast, bad things spread even faster. well, at first it's a bit funny, but now it's really getting annoying, i can't seem to be able to talk to ian properly now, there's always someone giggling at us whenever we start talking to each other. sighz...may be im not good at explaining things, but, really, cant they see? some guys can only be friends. yar. and recently had quite a lot of chances to be together with jiayi. gets to see him everyday and he appears to be more...hmmm..."human" to me. and i think i kind of take him as a brother now. it's a bit strange, i think i still duno myself enough. yar, the feeling has changed now, and he's been doing too much childish things that sometimes i wonder if he's really the "jiayi" that i used to be so madly in love with. well, may be, people changes. or...may be last time i just duno him enough to have a fair judgement of his character? ha ha. fine, im getting happier now. and i guess jiayi is slowly falling into the "some guys can only be friends" category. the feeling is fading away, and im not sad about it, so may be it's not even real feelings at all. ha ha, think, it's juz a mad infatuation. may be i think i like him because i believed that i like him but deep inside, i dun really like him at all. ha ha. oh no, it's getting chim ha ha.
Think i shld really start studying now, yar, it's quite late. ha ha, 1+months to pass over. ha ha. im so excited. well, the choosing of the new exco appears to be quite a big challenge right now since almost everyone has diff candidates for the pres post. and, yeah, the only agreement that we've reached is the one about not letting jiayi be the president. all agreed. but now im kinda confused. cos i seriously cant find anyone better than him, not even yongkuan. yeah, he's really capable, im only worried about the fact that he might not commit, but other than that, im all for him. well, but still, i have some...yah...i'll see how, may be i'll juz follow the majority, as long as the candidate is not too bad, i'll juz follow the majority laz. and it's coming soon, ms chan asked about the "exco application" form...and i felt like giving stupid questions...ha ha...
ha ha ha ha...im happy, and i got nice photos of jiayi today!!! so happy, photos of him conducting! so rare! im so happy, now can tell mr lee i did something, ha ha, looking forward to doing my course work! ha ha ha...and thanks gangquan!!! love u!!!! ha ha ha...he's such a nice guy, he went onto the stage to help me take photos of jiayi, how brave! love him! nice junior, shall reward him with something...ha ha! cool!
well, the rumour about ian and i went on and on, like what ian had said, good things spread very fast, bad things spread even faster. well, at first it's a bit funny, but now it's really getting annoying, i can't seem to be able to talk to ian properly now, there's always someone giggling at us whenever we start talking to each other. sighz...may be im not good at explaining things, but, really, cant they see? some guys can only be friends. yar. and recently had quite a lot of chances to be together with jiayi. gets to see him everyday and he appears to be more...hmmm..."human" to me. and i think i kind of take him as a brother now. it's a bit strange, i think i still duno myself enough. yar, the feeling has changed now, and he's been doing too much childish things that sometimes i wonder if he's really the "jiayi" that i used to be so madly in love with. well, may be, people changes. or...may be last time i just duno him enough to have a fair judgement of his character? ha ha. fine, im getting happier now. and i guess jiayi is slowly falling into the "some guys can only be friends" category. the feeling is fading away, and im not sad about it, so may be it's not even real feelings at all. ha ha, think, it's juz a mad infatuation. may be i think i like him because i believed that i like him but deep inside, i dun really like him at all. ha ha. oh no, it's getting chim ha ha.
Think i shld really start studying now, yar, it's quite late. ha ha, 1+months to pass over. ha ha. im so excited. well, the choosing of the new exco appears to be quite a big challenge right now since almost everyone has diff candidates for the pres post. and, yeah, the only agreement that we've reached is the one about not letting jiayi be the president. all agreed. but now im kinda confused. cos i seriously cant find anyone better than him, not even yongkuan. yeah, he's really capable, im only worried about the fact that he might not commit, but other than that, im all for him. well, but still, i have some...yah...i'll see how, may be i'll juz follow the majority, as long as the candidate is not too bad, i'll juz follow the majority laz. and it's coming soon, ms chan asked about the "exco application" form...and i felt like giving stupid questions...ha ha...
ha ha ha ha...im happy, and i got nice photos of jiayi today!!! so happy, photos of him conducting! so rare! im so happy, now can tell mr lee i did something, ha ha, looking forward to doing my course work! ha ha ha...and thanks gangquan!!! love u!!!! ha ha ha...he's such a nice guy, he went onto the stage to help me take photos of jiayi, how brave! love him! nice junior, shall reward him with something...ha ha! cool!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
PS...School...art...
well, today is kind of slack, first period pe and the tcher said we are free to do anything we want for the next 2 weeks cos he wants to use the time to train those who did not pass napfa, i got a gold, so nothing to worry about:). anway, i received a shocking news yesterday night, the greenlink people got attacked by BEES! they were at the maze at pasir ris park when a whole swarm of bees attacked them, almost all of them got stung, and got mc, mr loh was the most affected person, heard he ran into the see and got heatstroke and then went to hospital, he had to be wheeled in...so scary...thank god i didnt go....hmmm...sighz...hope they are all recovering...
and had photog today, nothing much, find that jiayi is damn weird today, or may be he's damn weird recently...he was so moody during the camp and now he seemed so happy and 'high'...sighz...he's simply unpredictable. I saw him playing computer game with doris, and i felt he's damn childish, damn childish, and i was so surprised that i dun feel jealous, and i think i really like doris, ha ha, she's such a cute and funny gal, if she's together with him, i would have absolutely no objection lor! ha ha ha...im really kind of starting to reveal my feelings to jiayi cos he's really kind of disappointing me more and more, so childish...sighz...and ms chan talked to me about the new exco thingy...and was funny, she kind of like really think jiayi will be should be the nxt pres le, and i was also surprised to know that strings tcher in charge told her that everyone hates jiayi in strings. ha ha...tchers are so gossipy!...anyway...i duno, i kind of no longer has an opinion, yeah, i want him to be pres, and i dun want him to be pres, im like in a dilemma, so forget it.
and i was so shocked to see almost half of the sch gotten to know about the ian and wangmo scandal! rumours really spread fast, that bloody ben showed the photo to his whole class, and xinni somehow got to know abt it and then...walao...and that ms chan, kept insisting that i actually like ian, not jiayi, sighz, duno what to say to her, im too tired in trying to explain, i also duno wad to say le, wadever...i like no one...i like myself can? rubbish...gona be busy le, no time to think of such rubbish le...artfest, WISE...commontest...SNAP camp...wadever...arhhhhhhhhhh
and had photog today, nothing much, find that jiayi is damn weird today, or may be he's damn weird recently...he was so moody during the camp and now he seemed so happy and 'high'...sighz...he's simply unpredictable. I saw him playing computer game with doris, and i felt he's damn childish, damn childish, and i was so surprised that i dun feel jealous, and i think i really like doris, ha ha, she's such a cute and funny gal, if she's together with him, i would have absolutely no objection lor! ha ha ha...im really kind of starting to reveal my feelings to jiayi cos he's really kind of disappointing me more and more, so childish...sighz...and ms chan talked to me about the new exco thingy...and was funny, she kind of like really think jiayi will be should be the nxt pres le, and i was also surprised to know that strings tcher in charge told her that everyone hates jiayi in strings. ha ha...tchers are so gossipy!...anyway...i duno, i kind of no longer has an opinion, yeah, i want him to be pres, and i dun want him to be pres, im like in a dilemma, so forget it.
and i was so shocked to see almost half of the sch gotten to know about the ian and wangmo scandal! rumours really spread fast, that bloody ben showed the photo to his whole class, and xinni somehow got to know abt it and then...walao...and that ms chan, kept insisting that i actually like ian, not jiayi, sighz, duno what to say to her, im too tired in trying to explain, i also duno wad to say le, wadever...i like no one...i like myself can? rubbish...gona be busy le, no time to think of such rubbish le...artfest, WISE...commontest...SNAP camp...wadever...arhhhhhhhhhh
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